Solicitude (멀어진 이유) lyrics

나 그대를 믿지 못한 만큼
그댄 멀어진 걸까요
그대에 대한 걱정들이
의심처럼 보였나요

말없이 지켜만 봤다면
내 옆에 있었을까요
그댈 위한 나의 몇 마디가
부담이 됐던 걸까요

좀 더 내가 숨죽였다면
떠나지 않았을까요
속 좁았던 나의 모습이
떠나게 만든 걸까요

내가 좀 더 물러섰다면
그대로 있었을까요
그대를 그저
그대로 놔둬야 했던 걸까요

그대 왜 날 조금도 걱정
해주지 않았었나요
그래봤자 죽지는 않는다
생각했던 건가요

그리 작은 엇갈림조차
힘들다 말할 거라면
애초에 뭐 하러 날 위해
노력한다 한 건가요

나 그댈 믿지 못한 만큼
멀어진 것이 아니라
날 사랑하지 않은 만큼
멀어진 것이었네요

na geudaereul mitji moshan mankeum
geudaen meoreojin geolkkayo
geudaee daehan geokjeongdeuri
uisimcheoreom boyeossnayo

maleopsi jikyeoman bwassdamyeon
nae yeope isseosseulkkayo
geudael wihan naui myeot madiga
budami dwaessdeon geolkkayo

jom deo naega sumjugyeossdamyeon
tteonaji anhasseulkkayo
sok jobassdeon naui moseubi
tteonage mandeun geolkkayo

naega jom deo mulleoseossdamyeon
geudaero isseosseulkkayo
geudaereul geujeo
geudaero nwadwoya haessdeon geolkkayo

geudae wae nal jogeumdo geokjeong
haejuji anhasseossnayo
geuraebwassja jukjineun anhneunda
saenggakhaessdeon geongayo

geuri jageun eosgallimjocha
himdeulda malhal georamyeon
aechoe mwo hareo nal wihae
noryeokhanda han geongayo

na geudael mitji moshan mankeum
meoreojin geosi anira
nal saranghaji anheun mankeum
meoreojin geosieossneyo

As long as I don't believe you
Are you far away
I worry about you
Did you look suspicious

If you watched without a word
Was it by my side
My few words for you
Was it a burden?

If I breathe more
Didn't you leave?
My narrow view of me
I made you leave

If I stepped back a little
Was it as it was?
Just you
Did you have to leave it as it is?

Why are you worried about me
Didn't you?
If you do, you won't die.
Did you think?

Even a small gap
If you're going to say it's hard
What did you do for me in the first place?
Are you trying?

As much as I can't believe you
Not far away
As long as you don't love me
It was far away