Actually.. I Miss You (사실 나는) lyrics

그땐 우리 둘 다 철없이
어리기만 했나 봐
태어나 처음 설레는
너를 만나서 세상에 부러울 거
하나 없이 좋았어
매일 너만 기다렸어

행복한 시간뿐이었어
너에게 받은 만큼
잘해주지 못해서 미안해

사실 나는 니가 보고 싶어
겉으로는 티 안 나게
사람들과 웃곤 해도
정말 많이 그리워
상처 줬던 말과 행동들
전부 미안해 후회돼
아직 니 생각뿐이야

그땐 나도 너무 어려서
사랑을 몰랐나 봐
태어나 처음 설레는
너를 만나서 세상에 부러울 거
하나 없이 좋았어
나도 너만 기다렸어

꿈같던 시간뿐이었어
너에게 사랑 주는 게
그렇게 좋았었어

사실 나도 많이 보고 싶어
겉으로는 티 안 나게
사람들과 어울려도
정말 니가 그리워
상처 줬던 말과 행동들
전부 미안해 후회돼
모두 되돌리고 싶어

더 잘해주고 아껴줬다면
내 곁에 있을까
헤어지기 전으로 돌아간다면
좀 더 노력하고 애쓸 텐데
이렇게 아플 걸 알면
절대 놓지 않을 텐데
정말 잘해줄 텐데

혹시 너도 그리웠다면
조금 니 맘도 내 맘과
같은 마음뿐이라면
당장 달려가 널 안고서
말하고 싶어 아직은
널 지우지 못한다고
널 보내기는 싫다고
후회하기는 싫다고
돌아와 줄래
나에겐 너뿐이라고
내겐

geuttaen uri dul da cheoleopsi
eorigiman haessna bwa
taeeona cheoeum seolleneun
neoreul mannaseo sesange bureoul geo
hana eopsi johasseo
maeil neoman gidaryeosseo

haengbokhan siganppunieosseo
neoege badeun mankeum
jalhaejuji moshaeseo mianhae

sasil naneun niga bogo sipeo
geoteuroneun ti an nage
saramdeulgwa usgon haedo
jeongmal manhi geuriwo
sangcheo jwossdeon malgwa haengdongdeul
jeonbu mianhae huhoedwae
ajik ni saenggakppuniya

geuttaen nado neomu eoryeoseo
sarangeul mollassna bwa
taeeona cheoeum seolleneun
neoreul mannaseo sesange bureoul geo
hana eopsi johasseo
nado neoman gidaryeosseo

kkumgatdeon siganppunieosseo
neoege sarang juneun ge
geureohge johasseosseo

sasil nado manhi bogo sipeo
geoteuroneun ti an nage
saramdeulgwa eoullyeodo
jeongmal niga geuriwo
sangcheo jwossdeon malgwa haengdongdeul
jeonbu mianhae huhoedwae
modu doedolligo sipeo

deo jalhaejugo akkyeojwossdamyeon
nae gyeote isseulkka
heeojigi jeoneuro doragandamyeon
jom deo noryeokhago aesseul tende
ireohge apeul geol almyeon
jeoldae nohji anheul tende
jeongmal jalhaejul tende

hoksi neodo geuriwossdamyeon
jogeum ni mamdo nae mamgwa
gateun maeumppuniramyeon
dangjang dallyeoga neol angoseo
malhago sipeo ajigeun
neol jiuji moshandago
neol bonaegineun silhdago
huhoehagineun silhdago
dorawa jullae
naegen neoppunirago
naegen

At that time, both of us
I guess I was just young
The first time I was born
I'll envy you to meet the world
It was good without one
I waited for you every day

It was only a happy time
As much as I got from you
Sorry for not doing well

Actually I want to see you
On the outside
Even if I laugh with people
I really miss you
Words and actions that hurt
I'm sorry for everything, I regret
I still think of you

I was too young back then
I guess I didn't know love
The first time I was born
I'll envy you to meet the world
It was good without one
I only waited for you

It was just a dreamy time
To give you love
It was so good

Actually, I miss you a lot
On the outside
Even if I hang out with people
I really miss you
Words and actions that hurt
I'm sorry for everything, I regret
I want to get it all back

If you did better and cared
Will you be by my side
If you go back to breaking up
I'm going to try and try harder
If you know it hurts like this
I will never let go
You would be really good

If you missed it too
Your heart and my heart
If only the same mind
Run right away and hug you
I want to tell you yet
I can't erase you
I hate to let you go
I hate to regret
Will you come back
I'm the only one for you
To me