Monologue (백지) lyrics

요즘 난 멍하니
생각하다 잠이 들곤 해
어제도 오늘을 베껴 놓은
하루를 보냈지 뭐야
계절이 바뀌어 그냥 그런 걸까
하얗게 비워진 채
채워지지 않는 말과 생각들
어떤 마음을 전하려는 걸까
마치 하얀 백지처럼
아침이면 잊을까
내 맘도 모르고
TV는 또 떠들기만 해
무심코 누르는 버튼 끝에
까맣게 잠든 방 안
외로운 걸까 아냐 아냐
하얗게 비워진 채
채워지지 않는 말과 생각들
어떤 마음을 전하려는 걸까
마치 하얀 백지처럼
아침이면 잊을 수 있을까
누군가 내게 물어와도
분명 내 맘인데 설명이 안돼
천장의 무늬처럼 뒤엉킨
나의 생각이 끝나지 않고
그저 흘러가
어느새 또 내리는 달빛
까만 내 맘에 밝게 드리워져
마치 하얀 백지처럼
나를 위로하는 듯
내 곁에 앉아 있는 듯
말없이
요즘 난 멍하니
생각하다 잠이 들곤 해

yojeum nan meonghani
saenggakhada jami deulgon hae
eojedo oneureul bekkyeo noheun
harureul bonaessji mwoya
gyejeori bakkwieo geunyang geureon geolkka
hayahge biwojin chae
chaewojiji anhneun malgwa saenggakdeul
eotteon maeumeul jeonharyeoneun geolkka
machi hayan baekjicheoreom
achimimyeon ijeulkka
nae mamdo moreugo
TVneun tto tteodeulgiman hae
musimko nureuneun beoteun kkeute
kkamahge jamdeun bang an
oeroun geolkka anya anya
hayahge biwojin chae
chaewojiji anhneun malgwa saenggakdeul
eotteon maeumeul jeonharyeoneun geolkka
machi hayan baekjicheoreom
achimimyeon ijeul su isseulkka
nugunga naege mureowado
bunmyeong nae maminde seolmyeongi andwae
cheonjangui munuicheoreom dwieongkin
naui saenggagi kkeutnaji anhgo
geujeo heulleoga
eoneusae tto naerineun dalbich
kkaman nae mame balkge deuriwojyeo
machi hayan baekjicheoreom
nareul wirohaneun deus
nae gyeote anja issneun deus
maleopsi
yojeum nan meonghani
saenggakhada jami deulgon hae

I'm blank these days
I fall asleep thinking
Yesterday also copied today
how did you spend the day
The seasons change, is it just like that?
empty in white
Unfulfilled words and thoughts
What kind of feelings are you trying to convey?
like a white sheet of paper
Will I forget it in the morning
I don't even know my heart
The TV keeps talking again
At the end of a button you inadvertently press
Inside a black sleeping room
Am I lonely? No no
empty in white
Unfulfilled words and thoughts
What kind of feelings are you trying to convey?
like a white sheet of paper
Will I be able to forget it in the morning
even if someone asks me
It's definitely my heart, but I can't explain it
Tangled like a pattern on the ceiling
my thoughts don't end
just flow
The moonlight falls again
It hangs brightly in my black heart
like a white sheet of paper
as if comforting me
as if you were sitting next to me
silently
I'm blank these days
I fall asleep thinking