Because I Don’t Love You (사랑하지 않아서 그랬어) lyrics

사랑하지 않기로 했어
나만 생각하기로 했어
니 눈물을 못 본 척 좀 해야겠어

나쁜 사람 되기 싫어서
구차해지는 변명들로
괜한 기대하게 만들기 싫었어

마지막까지 상처 주긴 싫은데
난 여전히 너를 배려해 줄
자신이 없는걸

사랑하지 않았어 미안해
참 많이 고마웠어
미련 갖는 일, 그런 일 없을 거야 정말

매번 져주려 했던 너에게
기어코 이겨보려 애썼던 순간도
너를 필요 없어 했던 밤도
사랑하지 않아서 그랬어

마지막으로 안아주면 안 될까
말하는 니 얼굴
떳떳하게 볼 수가 없는걸

사랑하지 않았어 미안해
참 많이 고마웠어
미련 갖는 일, 그런 일 없을 거야 정말

매번 져주려 했던 너에게
기어코 이겨보려 애썼던 순간도
너를 필요 없어 했던 밤도
사랑하지 않아서 그랬어

넌 모르지 내 맘이 어떤지
계속 사랑해보려 애를 썼어
내가 다 미안해
도망치는 내가 밉겠지만
나는 후련한 거 같아 여기까지만 해

기다리면은 안 돼 잘 들어
날 미워해야만 해
계속 울어도 난 멀리 떠날 거야, 제발

니가 괴롭든 말든 꺼놨던 전화도
아픈 니가 귀찮았던 밤도
하다못해 지금 내 말투도
사랑하지 않아서 그랬어

saranghaji anhgiro haesseo
naman saenggakhagiro haesseo
ni nunmureul mot bon cheok jom haeyagesseo

nappeun saram doegi silheoseo
guchahaejineun byeonmyeongdeullo
gwaenhan gidaehage mandeulgi silheosseo

majimakkkaji sangcheo jugin silheunde
nan yeojeonhi neoreul baeryeohae jul
jasini eopsneungeol

saranghaji anhasseo mianhae
cham manhi gomawosseo
miryeon gajneun il, geureon il eopseul geoya jeongmal

maebeon jyeojuryeo haessdeon neoege
gieoko igyeoboryeo aesseossdeon sungando
neoreul piryo eopseo haessdeon bamdo
saranghaji anhaseo geuraesseo

majimageuro anajumyeon an doelkka
malhaneun ni eolgul
tteostteoshage bol suga eopsneungeol

saranghaji anhasseo mianhae
cham manhi gomawosseo
miryeon gajneun il, geureon il eopseul geoya jeongmal

maebeon jyeojuryeo haessdeon neoege
gieoko igyeoboryeo aesseossdeon sungando
neoreul piryo eopseo haessdeon bamdo
saranghaji anhaseo geuraesseo

neon moreuji nae mami eotteonji
gyesok saranghaeboryeo aereul sseosseo
naega da mianhae
domangchineun naega mipgessjiman
naneun huryeonhan geo gata yeogikkajiman hae

gidarimyeoneun an dwae jal deureo
nal miwohaeyaman hae
gyesok ureodo nan meolli tteonal geoya, jebal

niga goeropdeun maldeun kkeonwassdeon jeonhwado
apeun niga gwichanhassdeon bamdo
hadamoshae jigeum nae maltudo
saranghaji anhaseo geuraesseo

I decided not to love you
I decided to think only of myself
I should pretend I didn't see your tears

Because I don't want to be a bad person
With lame excuses
I didn't want to make you have unnecessary expectations

I don't want to hurt you until the end
i will still take care of you
not having confidence

I'm sorry I didn't love you
thank you so much
There won't be any regrets, really

To you who always tried to lose
Even the moment I tried to win
Even the nights I didn't need you
It was because I didn't love you

Can I hug you one last time?
your talking face
I can't see you honestly

I'm sorry I didn't love you
thank you so much
There won't be any regrets, really

To you who always tried to lose
Even the moment I tried to win
Even the nights I didn't need you
It was because I didn't love you

you don't know how i feel
I tried to keep loving you
i'm sorry for everything
You'll hate me for running away
I feel relieved.

You can't wait, listen carefully
you must hate me
Even if you keep crying, I will go far away, please

Whether you're in pain or not, even the phone you turned off
Even the nights when you were sick were annoying
At least my way of speaking
It was because I didn't love you