Alone In The End (내겐 그 아무도 없을 거야) lyrics

눈을 좀 늦게 뜨고선
눈앞엔 벽이 흐리게
베갯잇이 붉게 번져
난 일어날 수 없을 거야

기억을 조립해 볼까
아냐 모르는 게 낫지
쓰레기 더미 쌓인 집
내겐 그 아무도 없을 거야

닦아낸 상처도
토해낸 것들도
원래 내 것이었던가

집착이었을까
세면대 위
떠다니는 핏물들을
다시 담아
내 얼굴을 다시 씻어내

내 친구들의
걱정 어린
시선도 사라진 채

난 원래 그런
귀를 닫은 놈
돼버렸나

그게 참 무섭다던데
웃음만 남은 사이라

상관없어 나
전활걸어

아예 날 잊어버려줘

닦아낸 상처도
토해낸 것들도
원래 내 것이었던가

집착이었을까
세면대 위
떠다니는 핏물들을
다시 담아
내 얼굴을 다시 씻어내

누가 누굴 원해
마음의 모양도
찌그러져 있던데

난 원하지 않아
모르겠어
꺼져가는 불빛처럼
그거 알아
난 일어날 수 없을 거야

nuneul jom neujge tteugoseon
nunapen byeogi heurige
begaesisi bulkge beonjyeo
nan ireonal su eopseul geoya

gieogeul joriphae bolkka
anya moreuneun ge nasji
sseuregi deomi ssahin jip
naegen geu amudo eopseul geoya

dakkanaen sangcheodo
tohaenaen geosdeuldo
wonrae nae geosieossdeonga

jipchagieosseulkka
semyeondae wi
tteodanineun pismuldeureul
dasi dama
nae eolgureul dasi ssiseonae

nae chingudeurui
geokjeong eorin
siseondo sarajin chae

nan wonrae geureon
gwireul dadeun nom
dwaebeoryeossna

geuge cham museopdadeonde
useumman nameun saira

sanggwaneopseo na
jeonhwalgeoreo

aye nal ijeobeoryeojwo

dakkanaen sangcheodo
tohaenaen geosdeuldo
wonrae nae geosieossdeonga

jipchagieosseulkka
semyeondae wi
tteodanineun pismuldeureul
dasi dama
nae eolgureul dasi ssiseonae

nuga nugul wonhae
maeumui moyangdo
jjigeureojyeo issdeonde

nan wonhaji anha
moreugesseo
kkeojyeoganeun bulbichcheoreom
geugeo ara
nan ireonal su eopseul geoya

I opened my eyes a little late
The wall in front of me is blurred
The pillowcase turns red
I won't be able to wake up

Let's assemble the memories
No, it's better not to know
house with piles of trash
There will be no one for me

Even the wounds I wiped away
Even the things I vomited out
Was it originally mine?

Was it obsession?
above the sink
Floating blood
Put it back again
wash my face again

of my friends
worried
Without even looking at you

I'm always like that
The guy who closed his ears
Has it ended?

I heard that's really scary
All that remains is laughter

I don't care
Call me

Just forget about me

Even the wounds I wiped away
Even the things I vomited out
Was it originally mine?

Was it obsession?
above the sink
Floating blood
Put it back again
wash my face again

who wants who
The shape of the heart
It was distorted

i don't want
I don't know
Like a light going out
I know that
I won't be able to wake up