Today seems to be too much.
I can’t take it any more today…
Even the sound of rain is too sorrowful.
There’s no way to stop tears from running down.
At a moment like this,
I want to put myself in the eternal sleep.
I don’t want to be like this either.
I want to be happy.
I’d like to be so.
But what’s left of me is just a bitter…
I don’t want to get hurt for today.
I just can’t today…
There’s no place for my exhausted soul to rest.
It’ll fall down with the autumn leaves.
At a moment like this,
I want to put myself in the eternal sleep.
I don’t want to be like this either.
I want to be happy.
I’d like to be so.
But, I know there’s nothing I can do now.
I want to smile.
I’d like to do so.
But what’s left of me is just a bitter loneliness.
(I hate myself for being this way…)
(I hate myself for being this way…)
(But there’s nothing I can do about it…)
(But there’s nothing I can do about it…)
I don’t want to be like this.
But I know there’s nothing I can do now.
(I hate myself for being this way…)
(I hate myself for being this way…)
I want to smile.
(But there’s nothing I can do about it…)
(But there’s nothing I can do about it…)
I’d like to do so.
(I hate myself for being this way…)
(I hate myself for being this way…)
But, what’s left of me is just a bitter loneliness.