Self-Infliction lyrics

자 해

잊혀진단건
사라져버리는건
아예 처음조차
없던 것처럼
서로를 모르는 것
그렇게 잔인한
시간의 칼은
내 안의 너를
베어버리라고
속삭이지만
하지만 난
보고 싶을땐
언제든지
떠올릴수 있도록
시간 따위가
너의 눈부심
앗아가지 못하도록
I am crying and falling
너를
(너를)
모를
(모를)
(그런 내가 되는게)
(너무 싫어서)
I am torturing myself
내가
(내가)
너로
(너로)
인해 아프면
니가 머물 것 같아서
내가 웃어버림 안되겠죠
잊고 싶었죠
아픔에
익숙해지기까지가
너무나 힘들어서
하지만 나는 널
곁엔 없지만
언제든지
떠올릴수 있도록
시간따위가 너의 따뜻함
앗아가지 못하도록
I am crying and falling
너를
(너를)
모를
(모를)
그런 내가 되는게
너무 싫어서
I am torturing myself
내가
(내가)
너로
(너로)
인해 아프면
니가 머물것 같아서
(La la la la la)
(La la la la la)
I am crying and falling
너를
(너를)
모를
(모를)
(그런 내가 되는게)
(너무 싫어서)
I am torturing myself
내가
(내가)
너로
(너로)
인해 아프면
니가 머물것 같아서
I am crying
(La la la la)
(La la la la)
(La la la)
I am torturing
(La la la la)
(La la la la la)

jahae

ithyeojindangeon
sarajyeobeorineungeon
aye cheoeumjocha
eobtdeon geotcheoreom
seororeul moreuneun geot
geureohge janinhan
siganui kareun
nae anui neoreul
be-eobeorirago
soksagijiman
hajiman nan
bogo sipeulttaen
eonjedeunji
tteo-ollilsu itdorok
sigan ttawiga
neoui nunbusim
asagaji mothadorok
I am crying and falling
neoreul
(neoreul)
moreul
(moreul)
(geureon naega doeneunge)
(neomu silheoseo)
I am torturing myself
naega
(naega)
neoro
(neoro)
inhae apeumyeon
niga meomul geot gataseo
naega useobeorim andoegetjyo
itgo sipeotjyo
apeume
iksukhaejigikkajiga
neomuna himdeureoseo
hajiman naneun neol
gyeoten eobtjiman
eonjedeunji
tteo-olrilsu itdorok
siganttawiga neoui ttatteutham
asagaji mothadorok
I am crying and falling
neoreul
(neoreul)
moreul
(moreul)
geureon naega doeneunge
neomu silheoseo
I am torturing myself
naega
(naega)
neoro
(neoro)
inhae apeumyeon
niga meomulgeot gataseo
(La la la la la)
(La la la la la)
I am crying and falling
noreul
(neoreul)
moreul
(moreul)
(geureon naega doeneunge)
(neomu silheoseo)
I am torturing myself
naega
(naega)
neoro
(neoro)
inhae apeumyeon
niga meomulgeot gataseo
I am crying
(La la la la)
(La la la la)
(La la la)
I am torturing
(La la la la)
(La la la la la)

To forget is to disappear
It’s as if we/it never even existed since the beginning
As if we never even knew each other.

The knife of the cruel time that is in me
Whispers to me to cut you/me (it’s indirect so it can mean either)
But I

To be able to think of you when I’m missing you
So that time wouldn’t be able to snatch away your radiance

I am crying and falling
Because I hate that I will be someone that won’t know you anymore
I am torturing myself
Because maybe if I hurt myself because of you, you might stay.

I wanted to forget
To get used to the pain was so difficult
But I.. you..

To think of you even though you’re not with me
So that time woludn’t be able to snatch away your warmth

I am crying and falling
Because I hate that I will be someone that won’t know you anymore
I am torturing myself
Because maybe if I hurt myself because of you, you might stay.