Where did the time go? Whether your mind keeps going on or not, time does.
Everything that happened, which used to be unacceptable and hard to believe, I’m becoming familiar with
I sit around and the tears flow
Afraid someone will see, I let my head fall
I avoid that place like I’m running away, but yet
When I plop down to tie my untied shoe, I collapse to the ground
Everything this moment comes to a halt, but yet
I’m used to it
I’ve been making it through. Days when I’m exhausted pass by again, doin’ whatever
My heart dropping suddenly from that one word ‘farewell’ (or maybe hello), heard among the countless people
And just being silent because I hate myself still talking like you after all this time
It’s all familiar
It’s familiar but still unfamiliar just like before
I’ve made it through but yet, it’s difficult like before
Though I thought I’d left it, it’s at the tip of my fingers like before
I thought I’d wiped it out but it’s full just like before
I sit around and the tears flow
Afraid someone will see, I let my head fall
I avoid that place like I’m running away, but yet
Sending you away like that with words I had to fake
I wonder if you still remember what you said to me
Those words that ‘when another winter comes it will all be forgotten’